A
number of people have asked me to elaborate on all of my recent blog
references to the shooting at my school at the end of the 1980s. Seeing
as nothing of any interest has happened to me today, and because the
events that happened took place 25 years ago, almost to the day, I
thought I’d regale readers with the full details as I remember them, and
if any former “Ferrins” have other stories about the day, I’d be more
than interested to hear them.
Wednesday January 6th,
1988. The Ferrers School, Higham Ferrers, Northamptonshire. It was an
unremarkable January day in an unremarkable corner of England. I was in
the 3rd year at the time, aged, I
think, 13. It was the last lesson of the day. We were studying
geography, and I was very excited about seeing the local “am dram”
pantomime in Rushden that night. The windows of the classrooms were
covered in condensation. I’m not quite sure why I remember that
particular detail. As the bell went to signify the end of school, my
best friend, Tammy and I, collected our things and decided to go down to
the school office to get some new notebooks.
As
we walked towards the main doors of the Humanities block, two fifth
formers came bursting into the building, screaming for us to get back
inside; “Mr XX has been shot!” they said. They were crying and shaking,
and we sat with them outside our classroom for some time, attempting to
calm them down whilst simultaneously trying to work out what on earth
was going on. Mr XX was a much-loved English teacher. Why would anybody
shoot him? Why would anybody shoot anyone? People didn’t get shot in
Northamptonshire...
“It’s
Darren Fowler,” said the girls, “he’s shooting everywhere and there’s
blood all over the place. He’s looking for Mr YY,” (a science teacher,
whom he hated.)
Everyone
knew Darren Fowler. He was one of the tragic kids at school. He was two
years older than me and had a greasy bowl haircut. He used to shuffle
around the school inadequately, and we all took the piss mercilessly,
until we realised he had a temper on him. There were always stories of
him smashing roof tiles, freaking out and attacking teachers. He lived
with his Mum and a string of mini-me brothers in a terraced house on the
edge of town. We were told that his next door neighbours had once
complained to the council because there was damp on the wall which
separated them from the Fowler’s house. The council had apparently
investigated, and discovered that the Fowler family were randomly peeing
against the wall in their sitting room.
Rumour
had it that Fowler had guns in his shed, and teachers at the Ferrers
School had sent letter after letter to the authorities warning them that
Fowler was out of control and needed help. These letters reached
fever-pitch, when we heard the news that Michael Ryan had walked through
the streets of Hungerford in late 1987, killing scores of innocent
people. I still remember my father turning to me after we saw the first
news reports about the massacre and saying; “we’ve got to keep an even
closer eye on Darren Fowler now.”
Fowler had been expelled from the school towards the end of 1987 and had, we gathered, come back to seek revenge.
The
kids in my part of the school were all ushered out of the back of the
building and led to safety via the school field. We could see Darren
Fowler on the concrete ground in front of the science block, with
someone sitting on his stomach, and later found out that this was our
games teacher, Mr Greenhall, who’d bravely rugby tackled Fowler to the
floor, after monitoring the number of cartridges he had in his gun and
striking the very moment he realised Fowler would need to reload.
Ten
minutes earlier, Fowler had walked calmly into the school, armed with a
rifle, and immediately shot through the staff room window where
teachers who weren’t busy teaching were hit by flying glass. He’d then
gone around the back of the school and reloaded his rifle before
shooting at two first formers who were coming out of one of the
temporary class rooms. I believe both were taken to hospital, but
neither suffered life-threatening injuries.
Fowler
had come across Mr XX leaving another temporary classroom at the end of
lessons, and that’s when he shot him, at point blank range, before
heading down towards the science block where he’d started
indiscriminately shooting through classroom windows... and that’s when
Mr Greenhall did his heroic act.
Back
at home we waited for hours for my brother (in the year above) to
return. Brother Edward was taught English by Mr XX, and we were
desperately trying to find a copy of his time table to see whether he
might have been affected. We had no idea how many children had been
shot, but rumours were already flying around that there'd been a proper
massacre. A few hours later Edward arrived home, rather casually saying
he didn’t really know what the fuss was all about. They’d heard the gun
shots and been locked into a CDT room, which had suited him just fine
because it meant he could get on with his woodwork project! It was at
least an hour before they were allowed to leave the room, one assumes
after the police had arrived and taken Darren Fowler away.
Mr XX was rushed to hospital, where he spent, I seem to recall, as much as a year getting better.
The
following day, the authorities swept into the school and removed every
last letter or document which suggested that Fowler was a danger to the
school and himself. It would,
of course, have been incredibly damaging for them, and we know from the
Hillsborough enquiry that this was the way that things worked in those
days. None of the teachers wanted to lose their jobs, and I guess no one
knew their rights as much back then.
The
news was reported for a single day in the tabloids – on the front pages
– and then it mysteriously disappeared... Just like the school
documents. Now of course we can argue that no one was killed in the
attack, but back then, (before Columbine and Dunblane) this kind of
thing didn’t happen. There’s a list of school shootings in Wikipedia,
which include a number of events in Germany and Holland where no one was
actually killed and yet the Ferrers School is never mentioned. Google
"Darren Fowler" and "Ferrers School shooting", and there are no reports.
Fowler
went to jail (where we’re told he stabbed a fellow inmate) and all his
identikit brothers were educated at the school. It really was as though
nothing had happened.
And that is the story of the Ferrers School shooting as I recall it.
Front page news... (from Colindale library)
Was talking about this event just after the shooting in America. I was infact in Australia at the time and remember reading about it in a local newspaper there! Louise x
ReplyDeletei,m so glad no one got killed
ReplyDeleteI saw it happen, we were coming out of the mobiles opposite.
ReplyDeleteSo you say you knew him? Really? I do remember you Ben, I just can't see you two getting along. I think the problem was that no one knew him. A less insulting view of his family would have gained you more more trust from your readers, and you would "look" better as a result of it. You also failed to mention the bullying he received from the science teacher which lead to such a tragic chain of events.
I've read your piece now 3 or 4 times, I see you've not let the facts get in the way of a good story...
I was a parent of two children at the Ferrers school at the time of the shooting. Being a fairly new school, it's the last thing you would expect to happen.
ReplyDeleteThere was very little sympathy for Darren Fowler at the time, as i recall. By the sound of it he and his siblings were very neglected.
Back then, as long as you didn't have any bruises to show, the Social Services couldn't care less.
I do hope that the people that were hurt have fully recovered, (Teachers and pupils) and Darren Fowler has come to terms with what he did and is at peace.
Here here. I couldn't agree more. There's a follow up blog to this blog which I wrote yesterday.
ReplyDeleteQuite a few factual errors there Ben, I was also there and pretty much walked into Darren by the science/Art block.
ReplyDeleteTell me your account. All I know is what I saw and remember hearing at the time. What's the truth?
ReplyDeleteThe shooting in the school in Connecticut reminded me of this event.
Delete25 years and suddenly it seemed like yesterday.
Just in case you want a few official sources, I found some:
ReplyDeletehttp://bufvc.ac.uk/tvandradio/lbc/index.php/segment/0000100206014
http://books.google.co.uk/books?id=65pxTsLpusgC&pg=PT616&lpg=PT616&dq=darren+fowler+higham+ferrers&source=bl&ots=WZOtTX6h5f&sig=fkvfH_unAu536DIGV3XczSBIeY0&hl=en&sa=X&ei=WlqOUu-pIcuThgfMy4CwAg&sqi=2&ved=0CE4Q6AEwBA#v=onepage&q=darren%20fowler%20higham%20ferrers&f=false
http://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=2507&dat=19880625&id=8jNAAAAAIBAJ&sjid=T1kMAAAAIBAJ&pg=3452,6976776
I was in the 2nd year and it was a very scary experience!
ReplyDeleteI remember you Ben! I used to hang around with Natalie Austin (my name is Louise Robinson Not Carl Reynolds! I am using his kindle!) I was also in the Denfield school play of Oliver Twist - I was the soldier who shot Bill Sykes!
ReplyDeleteI also required surgery to remove two size 6 pellets from my cheek a short time after. I remember it like it was yesterday :-)
ReplyDeleteI did post before this one above,I was famous for 24 hours being on the front of every national tabloid access the UK.
ReplyDeleteI did post before this one above,I was famous for 24 hours being on the front of every national tabloid access the UK.
ReplyDeleteI also required surgery to remove two size 6 pellets from my cheek a short time after. I remember it like it was yesterday :-)
ReplyDeleteI remember Watching the teacher hit the floor and a sudden impact to my face, then some blood, I remember running out of the rear mobile door (H10) if I recall
ReplyDeleteI remember Watching the teacher hit the floor and a sudden impact to my face, then some blood, I remember running out of the rear mobile door (H10) if I recall
ReplyDeleteI remember Watching the teacher hit the floor and a sudden impact to my face, then some blood, I remember running out of the rear mobile door (H10) if I recall
ReplyDeleteHey Ronnie. That is fascinating. I would love to hear some more of your memories from the day. Benj
ReplyDeleteI remember this all too well. Our class was in S1 at the time and he shot at the window as I and 3 others were looking out.....
ReplyDeleteI often wonder if the hole is still in the brickwork about 6ins below the window.
As a current student i can confirm yes it is
DeleteI was there, he shot at me and my freinds as we were exiting the sports block/dance building, near the main assembly building. Wasn't a massive deal, I don't think he even wanted to really hurt anyone. Everyone seems to make a massive deal out of this, it was nothing really.
ReplyDeleteI went to rushden school and many of my friends went to higham (graduating 2011) we always grew up thinking that the shooting was an urban legend ... there is still a hole that kids used to say was a bullet hole ... we used to think it was all stories ... but after reading this harrowing story it might be true ... this is so bizzare to read ... i cant believe this happened ... as you said ... things like this dont happen in Northamptonshire... thank you for having the corrage to recall this story.
ReplyDeleteI wonder if Fowler is still inside? Today he would have painted a few fences wearing an orange vest. A few months later he would be back in the community. That is the joke about justice in Britain.
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